sooo, i second guess myself when creating content. all. the. time. (i’m even doing it right now as i write this, as i’m not in a real ‘flow’ yet)
i start thinking of something, then feel out “is this an idea i want to capture”… or maybe not. “Is it good enough” / “has it been done before” “blah blah blah” sometimes starts looping in my head.
lots of times i second guess myself before i even get to the ‘record’ button or keyboard.
but as long as i get to the ‘record’ button one more time than my brain says ‘stop’, then it works. after that - it’s a race to the ‘publish’ vs ‘delete’ button…
there are times when it comes out really easily in that flow/vortex state, but i don’t count on that.
lately, the process of ideas and content has been picking up steam. especially mixing up audio, video and text, as I keep stepping into it.
the initial seeds that were planted two year ago during pandemic are now starting to flower more.
i don’t expect the second guessing to stop. it gets easier to ‘just do it’ with the right topics, awareness and a buddy(s) to create accountability.
and ideally, practice at first spotting, and then transitioning into and more often, that vortex state of creation when it just flows… (walks and/or talking with other people work for me!)
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ps: do you have any favourite people or ‘go to’ sources of ideas you’re into these days?? anything/one inspiring you these days?
second guessing yourself/myself